I Hate My Husband (8 Ways to Overcome Conflict in Marriage)

i hate my husbandYou can find almost anything on internet these days. But you have to be very, very, very careful about trusting the publisher of what you find on the internet because, as President Abraham Lincoln himself said,

Don’t trust everything you read on the internet” ~Abraham Lincoln

(Get it? I hope so!)

I Hate My Husband 6,600 Times Over

Google is a mammoth search engine. It also has an amazing internet tool that allows you to type in particular keywords to figure out how much website “traffic” that word or phrase generates in monthly web searches. It can be a helpful tool, especially if you want to write an article about a specific topic (such as: Why I hate my husband) but want to know how best to phrase it for optimal readership.

I hate my husband. These are the four words I’ve used for the keyword phrase for this article. Want to know why? I chose this phrase because it gets about 6,600 searches every month on Google alone. That means that around planet Earth there are thousands of frustrated wives out there desperately searching for answers to their broken marriage, and they turn to Google looking for the answers.

That makes me sad. And angry.

It pains me to know that a man would hate his wife or that a wife would hate her husband. Sure, we can get frustrated at our husbands or wives…….but hatred? Doesn’t that seem over-the-top or vengeful or even downright wicked? Yes, it certainly does. But it also demonstrates how thousands of women out there are searching for answers about what to do in marriage. And by the grace of God I want to give them some helpful suggestions!

Resolving Conflict God’s Way

If a woman gets to the point of hating her husband, it’s time for counseling…..and fast! After all, the Bible commands that husbands are to love their wives and wives are to respect their husbands. Hatred in a marriage is the sad result of bitter conflict and resentment. But I have good news for you: God doesn’t want your marriage to end! In fact, God wants your husband to be head-over-heels in love with you, to go out of his way to demonstrate that love to you, and for you to love your husband in return.

“I hate my husband” are words that are not God’s will for your life!

One thing for sure, a Christian home is not a home without problems and conflicts. When you strike two pieces of flint together you get sparks. That’s what happens when two sinners come together in marriage and become one flesh. Too soon after the happy couple exchanges vows, raging infernos begin to ensue!

The truth is that whenever two people enter into a really close relationship, some disagreements are inevitable. They are bound to occur. If you are married, you’ve no doubt experienced them. Husbands and wives have differing opinions on just about everything, and that causes conflict in marriage, personal stress, and tens of thousands of dollars to pad the pockets of divorce lawyers.

Nowhere does the Bible indicate that conflict resolution comes naturally. For some reason, it’s often easier to fight, argue, and hurl insults than it is to be kind or gentle to one another. It’s easier, frankly, to do a Google search for the phrase I hate my husband than it is to want to be a peacemaker. But the latter is what God wants for your marriage.

God doesn’t suggest that resolving conflicts is a piece of cake. Rather, He acknowledges that it’s sometimes very difficult to come to agreement with other people. It requires work, lots of work! Though conflict resolution in marriage may be difficult, the Bible makes it clear that with God’s help anything is possible. Frankly, you can go from I hate my husband to I love my husband over night. It’s not as difficult as you might think at the moment.

I want to give you some suggestions on what you could do, as a wife, so that you no longer suffer from the “I hate my husband” attitude. I pray that God would use these to heal your marriage.

1. Realize that sin is the problem–not necessarily your husband.

You might not like your husband very much at the moment, but understand the problem goes much deeper than just his bad manners. The problem is that he is a filthy, wicked, rotten sinner. A rotten sinner just like you are, too! We’re all products of The Fall in Genesis chapter three. That’s not giving your husband an excuse for his behavior, however. It is merely stating the cause of it.

A lack of male leadership in the marital relationship, as well as not loving our wives as we ought, is directly tied to the sin that was committed by Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden. Adam hid in a bush rather than come clean with God, confessing his sin. When Adam was finally pressed by God to give an account, the man chose to blame both God and Eve. In Genesis 3:12 Adam said,

The woman whom you gave to be with me, she gave me fruit of the tree, and I ate.” ~Adam, the sinner

But Eve didn’t do much better when it was her turn to give an account, either. She chose to blame the serpent (The devil made me do it!). But what I want you to see is that this sin by the first husband and wife duo led to conflict in their marriage, as well as every other marriage thereafter in human history. And that includes your marriage as well.

Here is what God said to the woman would be the result of her sin, in Genesis 3:16,

Your desire shall be for your husband, and he shall rule over you.”

Do you see that? The woman would begin to sinfully desire her husband’s headship in the marriage (usurping control), and the man would become a domineering, wretched, sinner who demands to rule over her without offering love to her. In case you’re wondering, this is a recipe for disaster in any marriage!

So my first suggestion to any wife who says “I hate my husband” is to realize that you are both sinners and that sin tends to show its ugly face the closer we are to one another in our relationships. Defining the problem is the first step to biblical resolution to your marital conflict.

2. Meditate upon and ask yourself the following questions.

  • Why do married couples fight & quarrel?
  • Why is my husband acting the way he is acting?
  • Have I done anything to provoke this behavior?
  • Is it possible for me to love my husband ever again?
  • Is it possible for me to respect my husband?
  • Do I understand that I can’t change my husband, no matter how hard I try?
  • Do I understand that “love” is not merely a feeling but an “action” I need to work at developing?
  • Does my husband acknowledge his problems?

3. Calmly (yes, calmly) explain to your husband how you are feeling.

You’ll have better results approaching your husband with a cup of sugar than you will with a spoonful of vinegar. As a man myself, I know that we men have a tendency to lash back when questioned, or retreat into a corner when we feel like failures.

4. Cease with “the blame game” for now and focus on healthy communication.

Are the problems in your marriage mostly your husband’s fault? Maybe. But nothing will get better in your marriage if you and your husband are blaming one another, rather than accepting your share of it. Be patient and be respectful to each other with your words.

5. Resolve to not give up on either your husband or your marriage.

Failure is not an option in marriage, as far as the Bible is concerned. There really is no reason to ever give up and file for divorce. You need to stay strong and develop the attitude that sin will not reign over you or your spouse. Keep pushing for a better outcome each and every day!

6. Acknowledge that trusting in God is the answer to your “I hate my husband” problem.

The more you rely on your own skills, abilities, and ideas, the less likely you are of having a better marriage. For Christians in particular, we know that the answer to all of life’s problems is to trust and lean more on God every day, rather than trying to figure out things on our own. God’s ways are always better than our ways.

7. Pray to God that He will reveal to your husband his errors, sins, and your husband’s sin of not loving you.

If your husband just “doesn’t get it” or simply refuses to see the situation for what it is, only God will be able to get that through your husband’s thick head. God is both omniscient (knows all things) and omnipotent (is all-powerful), so pray that God would work this miracle in your marriage. The Lord already knows the answer to how to fix your marriage. Pray that He would reveal that answer to your husband in a clear way!

8. Memorize, recite, and apply the following Bible verses daily.

“Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave Himself up for her” (Ephesians 5:25)

“Wives, submit to your own husbands, as to the Lord” (Ephesians 5:22)

“Hatred stirs up strife, but love covers all offenses” (Proverbs 12:12)

“By insolence comes nothing but strife, but with those who take advice is wisdom” (Proverbs 13:10)

“A soft answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger” (Proverbs 15:1)

“A hot-tempered man stirs up strife, but he who is slow to anger quiets contention” (Proverbs 15:18)

“It is an honor for a man to keep aloof from strife, but every fool will be quarreling” (Proverbs 20:3)

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In summary, remember that “I hate my husband” is not the attitude or mindset that God wants you to have about your husband. God wants so much more for you! Be patient, don’t give up, and trust God to bring about healing in your marriage. And be sure to do whatever you can to go out of your way to respect your husband whenever you can!

FOR THE COMMENTS SECTION BELOW: What other suggestions do you have to offer a woman who says, “I hate my husband”? (Please leave that suggestion in the comment section below.)

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Comments

    • Anonymous says

      Should i stay with a man who lies steals hits me shoots heroin and cocaine..doesnt work? I find it hard to believe this is Gods plan.

      • says

        I would say yes to almost everything you have stated above, except for the “hits me” part. God does not want you to be a punching bag for anyone. Get out the situation–fast—, separate from him, seeking counseling ASAP, and contact the lawful authorities about that abuse. Period.

        • Kate says

          I just did a search using the words, “I hate my husband”. WOW!!! About 6 years ago, I had a small intimate Bible Study on marriage with 4 other women. I asked them what their request for the next 6 months from God would be. One lady piped up and said, “kindness”, and the others chimed in that too was their heart’s desire. At another Bible Study, about 12 women were studying marriage improvement. The leader asked, “How many are truly happy in their marriages?” NO one raised her hand, though during that period my marriage was a bit happy, I was shy about being the only one.

          I’ve read some have too high expectations, then read that since women work today, we should expect to be helped. i’ve read that a shift of perspective changes everything, i.e., attitude of gratitude. It seems that unhappiness in marriage is normal, and that hatred also is normal. Abuse is rampant, both physical and otherwise. But, the Bible said abuse would be that way in the last days.

          Larry Christiansen once said, “Marriage is the schoolground of the Christian Life”. I believe that. Is it a wonder that Proverbs talks about the man with a maid a wondrous thing, and then warns men not to be harsh with their wives or their prayers would be hindered?

          I remember one day when I stewed at the sink, thinking, “My husband never tells me he loves me.” At that moment he came up and did just that.” I thought, “That was a coincidence; he never sings to me anymore. Guess what he did when left the kitchen?

          What the author of this said about God being vested in changing our spouses, I believe that. I used to have a friend who said, “When God starts working in your partner’s life, DUCK! Don’t get in the way…” it’s true.

          I’d get into what God has done for me in this realm, but would only shame me because of how often I forget! I am aware that my partner will do things either for the Lord, or when moved supernaturally to change, that all my “talking” in the world won’t accomplish, or if it does, it’s only temporary.

          A bit ago, I was feeling the “hatred” also. I know my husband is emotionally abusive. He talks behind my back. He defends others, and takes up others’ cases against me, but won’t defend me. He’ll lie straight to my face, even bring the Lord into it – and I want to scream at him for this. He breaks his promises to me, and won’t apologize, but will profusely apologize if he cooks an egg wrong – on his terms, he treats me, not what I have told him is important. I’m sick in part because of the stress of this marriage, and even if I did leave, I couldn’t take care of myself now.

          But, you know what? The Lord is my refuge. The Lord is my defender. The Lord promises that he will shield me from accusing tongues. The Lord is my comforter. Whatever my husband refuses to be, the Lord is. My identity? Well, I struggled with that for awhile too. But, I have an identity that my husband cannot take away from me, no matter how much he shames, ignores, or embarrasses me.

          The Lord also promises recompense. He’s responsible for whether he is true, and sincere, and has integrity. I am not responsible for him. He will stand, as I do, in front of the Lord alone. Until then, I will continue to be to my husband, what the Lord has been for me. Not easy. But, I will. This is my 3rd marriage, and I know people come in different sizes, types, and temperaments, but they all have one thing in common – they’re all sinners.

        • says

          I don’t hate my husand. But he don’t show me but he is jolus, any find cloth i wear it not good for him he wil conden it but not replace it with is it ? Good im fari up of all is im try.i need reply to my mail.

          • Anonymous says

            Sometimes we need to be confident in ourselves for others – including our husbands, to appreciate us. Start to find your identity and as you do this pray for your husband and for God to work in your marriage.

    • Anonymous says

      Charles, I have been married for 4 years and together for 6 , in the beginning my husband had a ADHD drug addiction although he lived in denial. We went to pre marital counseling, and he promised to stop. We got married and the pills came back along with marijuana , then that stopped then it was lying about cigarettes and chewing tobacco. We have a child that is 2 and I love him dearly but I don’t know if I feel that way about my husband anymore. I am angry, bitter , resentful. We have gone to marriage counseling after we got married before our son but obviously that didn’t work . We both have good jobs and are not stressed financially but emotionally I am suffocating, how can I stay married to someone that I always find HIDDEN things?? I feel alone and rejected , every time I confront him he leaves for hours sometimes he sleeps in his vehicle in the driveway !

    • Anonymous says

      Charles – thank you for this article. In my heart, I know that all our problems are “spiritual” problems because we are both sinners, but this gentle reminder couldn’t have come at a better time.

      I loved the resolution – Sin will NOT reign over me or my spouse.

      Another Scripture I would add to my list to pray over is Matthew 19:26 – ….With God all things are possible.

      Even if my mate is a complete slug right now – that is not the man I married. That’s not God’s design for him. I will trust God’s design and Hily Spirit to move him where he needs to be moved.

    • Anonymous says

      I also hate what my husband has become.when we dating everything was great. I loved been with him . Got marry,that’s when I’ve seen the other side of him. Marry for 34yrs. The drinking ,name calling
      , always putting me down. Lots of times I open all the beer bottles and pour them in the sink.

    • Anonymous says

      I feel worthless and completely lost. In our second year of marriage I went for a two week trip with my mom and aunt to visit family. Upon returning I looked for my husband excitement to see me and all I got was a stiff hug and a serious look in his eyes. That evening when we walked into our city apartment I found a bracelet in our bathroom and a ponytail in our bedroom beside my side of the bed. I silently panicked and later gently asked my husband about the items. He yelled angrily at me. Life was never the same. I struggled daily with the evidence I had found and he turned from me, his only answers were that he didn’t know, didn’t remember but thought one of his sisters had been there, or he might have given our key to one of his brothers for a weekend while he stayed at his parents, etc. This was two weeks later, how could he forget what had happened!? He also never tried to help me by asking any of his family to prove that they had been there! The following month I found his ex girlfriend phone number in his phone bill 3 times dated during my absence. He said he was trying to get a hold of his brother who had his own cell phone but wasn’t answering. His brother was dating his ex’s sister. But he also could not remember why he needed his brother. After much,much withholding, he admitted that he had seen his ex and her sister at tummies during that time. He claims only for 5 mins. A few months later we moved out of the city. The first week we lived in our own house I searched through his phone while he slept, honestly happy and looking for picture of me in his phone. I found none of myself but found a lot of porn pictures he had also failed to mention. I wanted to leave him. I threw his wedding ring away to prove it. He cried and apologized for something but didn’t say specifically what. I didn’t leave. He always worked even when I begged him to not, begged him to take me on a date, he refused, cried into the night and he turned his back every time, over and over. And I quickly became completely devastated! He also stopped going to church. We became pregnant with our firstborn, filed for bankruptcy, moved and everything became a new normal. I still very often tugged with issues about his ex. We still often saw her and my husband still seemed thrilled about her every time, he also seemed to try to avoid her, but only when I was around. He only showed affection to me when in public. Otherwise we were world’s apart. And I was broken. We have been married 9 years. I am critically emotional and sensitive and lonely! I have begged him to take notice. He hates when I talk to him about these issues and never tries to be what I need. He works forever. Gets frustrated very easily. Always just says what he thinks I want to hear, at least so it seems. We have 4 children now and every time I am nearing the end of my pregnancy he works on vehicles until 2 in the morning for like a month or two! I can cry and cry and one time he reluctantly got up and gave me a hug but didn’t say anything as if that had solved everything. Even when our children where sick for four days straight throwing up every few minutes he refused to stay home and help, this was just before our third child was born and during the time he stayed at the shop working on vehicles until 2 in the morning. Gosh there is so much more. Since our first child was born his sister in law became the apple of his eye. He even pulled out our infant child’s hair one at a time just to make her laugh, even though I was furious he continued. They always met eyes across the room. He never sat beside me at family function. If I came to sit beside him he quickly rose and sat somewhere else. If someone said something funny I’d look to meet his eyes and see he already had met hers. About a year and a half ago I learned form this sister in law that my husband had been at her house. I silently panicked again. Then later gently asked my husband about it. He admitted that he was there one time a year earlier and said it was only to use their bathroom. I very much had my dears and doubts, as her immediately expression was that she had said something she shouldn’t have. So many more things like this. I am dying inside! I need to care for my children and they don’t deserve this version of me.my husband has never admitted any one of these things on his own, not even when I’ve asked. Only after much withholding and lying and anger he has seemingly come up with this story he tells me all the time. I don’t believe it one bit. For all i know he has so many many more secrets that i may never find out and he definitely will never confess. I have so much resentment and that’s why I search this title tonight. But I do have a relationship with God, although lately I feel as though I am groping in the dark for Him and He wants me to go through this unending tribulation for some reason. I do want godly advice. I have begged my husband for several years to take councelling with me, but he refuses, even refuses to visit our pastor! I do not need to ask anyone if this picture of our marriage is totally distorted. What should I do? He promised me last week that he would not work until 2 a.m anymore and this Monday and tonight he was gone until midnight. I just can not believe him or trust him to tell me the truth. What should I do?

  1. Jo says

    I have never got to the point of hating my husband ( or anyone ) often felt very hurt and upset by what he says or does, on a couple of particularly bad occasions I read through 1 Corinthians 13 ( just the part on love is) I prayed through this passage asking for help to develop this kind of love.

    This can also be helpful with hatred or less than loving thoughts towards anyone.

  2. Serina says

    This article is good, but it won’t work unless both people want to make it work. It’s hard being married to someone….no, it’s downright near IMPOSSIBLE being married to someone who thinks they’re ALWAYS right (and if they aren’t, they try to blame you anyway), think they have absolute authority, and have the most annoying personality known to man on top of everything else! (I am NOT exaggerating…if only I could post some videos, you’d know.) My marriage has many complex problems that none of the self-help articles and books have addressed (not all in one place anyway). I know I am not totally without fault – it does take two for conflict, after all. When I get mad, I really get mad. However, the root of our conflict often lies with my husband’s outlook on certain everyday things, which I (and most of our society) consider to be totally abnormal. He is not from the USA so maybe part of that is cultural. I tend to think it’s mental.

    I can’t afford independent counseling and I’m not going to my church for it (someone might see me and the pastors would know I’m in trouble!) Besides that, my husband doesn’t go to church with me (because he doesn’t like any of the churches in our area) so he wouldn’t go with me to pastoral counseling. Believe me, I’ve asked and have been chastised about airing “dirty laundry” to strangers, so what’s the point? I’d be going by myself and trying to shoulder the burden of making my marriage better and probably wasting my time doing it. I am sticking it out for my kids right now and for myself because we have a child with special needs. They are hard work to handle alone! If we didn’t have him, though…hard telling what I would decide to do. I just know that all the conflict in our home is not good for our daughter who is almost 13…it’s bound to just get worse from this point.

    I think it all comes down to what you can tolerate physically and/or mentally and how much your spouse is willing to cooperate to save the marriage. Plus, if your spouse wants no part of counseling or self-help, are you going to stick it out and pray that God will make things better? How long is that going to take? We don’t know His timetable so we don’t know how long it will be before things begin to change. It could take a LONG time…which would necessitate praying for endurance and hanging in there. For some, that could be relatively easy. For others, the mental stress has them at the snapping point. (If you snap, be sure you are not holding any sharp objects!)

    Yeah, God hates divorce. I get that. But after trying everything else, I don’t blame people for wanting out of a situation that is both physically and mentally unhealthy. If I had to live alone for the rest of my life without a spouse just to be free of the one I have…I’d do it. Somehow, I think it’s going to take a bloomin’ miracle to change my husband.

    • says

      Serina, your comment hit me hard. I prayed for you and your husband. I know that God can work miracles in your life and your husband’s life. Keep believing, praying, and searching for solutions. God bless you, my friend.

      • Anonymous says

        I have the exact same going on in my house, my husband and I will talk about things decide that change needs to happen yet I am the only one attempting he has totally lost his faith in God and he is in fear of losing me, he is the one who taught me only to worry about things you can fix, and now he is constantly worried over things he cannot fix.

    • Anonymous says

      Ditto for me. Narcissistic, always right, knows everything, I’m stupid, know nothing. He’s loud,aggressive angry, flirts with other women, who knows what else. Violent. Pothead, alcoholic, everything’s my fault

      • Anonymous says

        Won’t even try church. Always blaming me. Won’t kiss or dance or go out. Always accuses. Calls me right wing bigot. Is anti Israel. Pro gay marraige says Islam is peaceful. Even kids hate dogs and church like he does. Never cries. Doesn’t drink. No.interest in my wants. Refuses more kids. Point blank Says I a lunatic and out of touch for my funny beliefs.
        Fixing it harder to cope every day
        Help me jesus

  3. Anonymous says

    1) “Realize that sin is the problem–not necessarily your husband.” – that’s not possible. The feminazi culture says otherwise. If it has a penis, it MUST be wrong. Even a dead clock is right twice a day and that’s twice more then any American male.

    4) “Cease with “the blame game” for now and focus on healthy communication.” That’s not possible either. He has a penis so the only thing he needs to “communicate ” is that he is wrong, that he recognizes that it’s his fault and he’s sorry and then go to his room. He’ll be on timeout from sex for the next decade.

    5) “Resolve to not give up on either your husband or your marriage.” – Why on earth would a woman do that? She gets EVERYTHING if she divorces! There’s no incentive for women to stay married! They get the houses, the cars, the kids and all the money and its a foregone conclusion that its the MAN’S fault that the marriage failed so her conscious is clear! Why stay???!!

    6) “Acknowledge that trusting in God is the answer to your “I hate my husband” problem.” – Women DO acknowledge that, the problem is that they are their own God.

    7) “Pray to God that He will reveal to your husband his errors, sins, and your husband’s sin of not loving you.” – referencing #6, God is already doing a fantastic job of letting him know how jacked up he is day in and day out cause she’s telling him ALL THE TIME.

    8) “Memorize, recite, and apply the following Bible verses daily.” – notice NONE of them is from Proverbs 31. God doesn’t need to learn how to be a Proverbs 31 wife cause she’s already perfect, he needs to learn how to be a “submissive” husband……

    • cimi says

      I didn’t read your whole comment because I got stuck at penis. It isn’t about the penis. It’s about the ego of the male. Some males have an ego that is destructive. I am married to one of those, and although he is by no means physically abusive. I do see signs of mental abuse. Probably unawares to him. But very much known to me and my children. it’s very elusive. Abuse takes on many forms. The one in which I’m talking about is the elusive one. One can look like a good caring person on the outside but be very unaware of how to have a good, intimate realtionship with wife and children alike. This describes my relationship. I married a good guy. But, and i do mean but. He has no communication skills whatsoever and it hurts.

  4. A F L says

    All that is great advice. Still, there come’s a point where it’s important to realize that it takes two to make a go of it, and marriage is not about long-suffering through financial, emotional, physical, or any other kind of abuse that causes brings negative consequences to either party.

    Sometimes hate is the source of strength bridging the decision to divorce and the opportunity to heal.

    • says

      No, I disagree. It is not the Lord’s will that you divorce just because you hate your husband. Scripture is clear regarding what the acceptable instances of divorce are. Hatred is not one of them.

  5. southern girl says

    I am at a loss. Being raised in a traditional, southern Christian home, it was ingrained in me on how to take care of your husband and be a good, faithful wife. I can honestly say that I have taken care of all of his needs, wants and desires since the first day of marriage. Our lives revolve around him. He constantly wants materialistic things like new trucks, expensive watches, etc…The high life and I always give in and find a way for him to get what he wants. If i don’t He belittles me as he holds me against a wall and reminds me of how I didn’t finish college, how ugly I am because I have freckles, and other hurtful comments that he always says. He has a very good job and he tells me he is better than me because he makes more money. Now he has developed a drinking habit which is growing weekly. I hide all of this from family/friends because he has convinced me that I am a failure and I am so ashamed. At times he is remorseful but the selfishness is daily. He never goes anywhere with me and if he does I am very nervous because I am afraid I will say the wrong thing or I don’t look good enough for him. I can’t leave because I would be too embarrassed. I am growing more and more resentful frustrated and hurt. It’s been 16 years and I am beyond weary. I keep praying for a way out but I am still here.

    • says

      You are not a failure! You are made in God’s image. Never forget that.
      Just keep living for God’s glory, praying for your husband’s repentance, and be respectful toward him as much as is humanly possible.

  6. bridget says

    In response to the lady on sept 22…if u do not have children….leave. It is the most painful and deadly slow progressive disease of alcoholism and adding children won’t bring solace but the I wish. I love God but I am very familiar with self centerness and progressive alcoholism. I have been sober for 8 years and had children years after I became sober and turned my life over. You can divorce an unbeliever. It will make it worse if you have children then you are really in it. Rather be broke and single that married and miserable and alone.

    • says

      No, you can’t divorce your husband just because he is an unbeliever. Please read 1 Corinthians.

      If your husband is an alcoholic, that is not an acceptable reason to divorce. But you should separate for a time if you feel you need to for physical safety reasons. Please contact your pastor for counseling.
      God bless!

  7. Josh says

    I am in a same situation as southern girl. I have had a good start knowing him from childhood, starting well for over 8 yrs.From the first 5 years I was the only bread winner with our 3 young children, while juggling both with work and financially supported him to go back to University to attain his degree. Soon after he completed studies in the filed of Mining, found a good job,which half the month is spent away from and only comes for field breaks, Overtime, he has became so grumpy and snappy, as the case with Southern girl, he says nasty things and belittles me as much as possible. His habit of drinking alcohol has gone way over head, into hanging out late and coming home drunk trying to find fault in me to start an argument. He beats me up if I tell him of how I hurt I am, He shows no remorse nor an acknowledge what I do to please him, He even threatens to walk out on me and my children, and I am so scared I cant live to fend the children myself.
    His actions has evidently shown his resentment for me,and has grown into isolating himself from sharing the same bed so violent. I am so confused how or what I did wrong to to allow this to come in between, I only pray things will work out and hold on for the sake of my children

    • God has overcome says

      Please take your kids and leave if your safety is threatened by your husband. I’m not suggesting,divorce, rather seek a safe, stable, and secure place for you and your kids. Sometimes separation is necessary in order to establish boundaries and it doesn’t mean divorce. If you do decide to leave, do not fear, God is your provider and you can depend on him to meet your financial needs. I’m not implying it will be easy, everything about it will be a difficult change but God will be with you every step of the way. Pray for yourself, your kids and your husband. Submit a prayer request at your church (it can be made anonymously). If you’re able and resources are available in your area, join a support group. I’m so sorry you’re hurting and afraid. You’re not alone, God has made you wonderfully and loves you and your kids. God has given you the role of mom to three kids and you need to protect them right now. Surrender it all to God, get safe then work on mending your marriage.

    • says

      Don’t stay there is he is beating you. God does not want you to be a punching bag for anyone, even a spouse.

      Please contact your pastor for some counseling. Pray for your husband that God would change his heart.

  8. God has overcome says

    women tend to despise their husbands b/c they look to their wife to be the leader. A woman was not created to be the spiritual leader or head of the household which results in exhaustion, frustration and resentment. Passivity in husbands is unfortunately reinforced by mainstream culture. Satan will continue to mislead men and women on God’s roles and responsibilites for a husband and wife. I’m speaking as a wearied wife married to a confused husband. My only advice is this, forgive daily (yes this is tough) as God forgives. Forgiveness might not come easy and may take some time and start as a choice of mind but eventually it’ll reach your heart. Forgiveness will open the door for God’s grace and blessings in your life. Second make clear boundaries, if you’re spouse speaks cruelly, let them know you will not accept being spoken to in that way and leave the room. If you’re in a harmful relationship, of course you (and kids) need to leave. Listen carefully, leave, not divorce. Sometimes separation is necessary. This is spiritual warfare but God has provided all weapons needed to have victory. Please remember, Satan will attack more as you fight for your marriage, stand strong in the name of Jesus and the enemy will flee. store up God’s word in your hearts and stay encouraged, you’re not alone. Ephesians 6:10-20

    • says

      I would suggest getting some pastoral counseling immediately in these situations. Knowing what God’s Word says about these issues is critical to securing a holy outcome.

  9. King says

    Charles, I have been married for 4 years and together for 6 , in the beginning my husband had a ADHD drug addiction although he lived in denial. We went to pre marital counseling, and he promised to stop. We got married and the pills came back along with marijuana , then that stopped then it was lying about cigarettes and chewing tobacco. We have a child that is 2 and I love him dearly but I don’t know if I feel that way about my husband anymore. I am angry, bitter , resentful. We have gone to marriage counseling after we got married before our son but obviously that didn’t work . We both have good jobs and are not stressed financially but emotionally I am suffocating, how can I stay married to someone that I always find HIDDEN things?? I feel alone and rejected , every time I confront him he leaves for hours sometimes he sleeps in his vehicle in the driveway !

    • says

      Have you contacted your pastor about your marriage troubles? I would suggest encouraging your husband to meet with you and the pastor.

      And keep praying for your husband. Never stop praying! I pray that God blesses your heart through all this.

  10. Chakeitha goff says

    My husband is a jerk no gentleman only touches me for sex treats me like a maid nanny personal chef blow up doll and occasionally hurts me. He thinks he must pay bills only and I do EVERYTHING else with no help. I hate him and I hate this marriage!

    • says

      I’m so sorry. You were never meant to be treated like that. You are precious in the eyes of God and should be treated by your husband as such.

      If he is physically abusive, please separate from him. God did not make you to be a punching bag for any man. Seek pastoral counseling from your church. And never stop praying!

      • Anonymous says

        Fall to your knees – i give up – broken – lost – alone – feeling unloved and rejected – God help – restore – heal –

  11. Cheryl says

    It’s funny how the view is so different from the cheap seats. Nobody is in a position to judge what someone should do, or worse, continue to tolerate, from a paragraph on a website. What should be shared, ideally, is what the word of God states about that issue, not an opinion.
    The bible states clearly that if a Christian man is continuing in sin, drugs, etc, to have brothers from that local church confront him, etc etc the protocol is outlined. Not simply ignore the sin and hope it goes away, or separate temporarily.
    I would like to see His word shared on here. It has all the answers we need.

    • says

      Very true. Matthew 18 clearly describes how to handle discipline and a sinning brother.

      I have written on that topic in the past, but this article was not about that issue. I hope I wasn’t coming across as being judgmental. I do believe I was being biblically correct, however.

      God bless!

  12. Irene says

    Hello, to my friends out there i am testifying about the good work of a man who helped me, it has been hell from the day my husband left me i am a woman with a kid my problem started when I traveled, when I came back i never knew he was living but as at two weeks i did not set my eyes on my husband i tried calling but he was not picking my calls, some week he called me telling me that he has found love some where, easy at first i never took it to be serious but day after he came to the house to pick his things that was the time i noticed that things is going bad i taught he would come back but things was going bad day by day i needed to talk to someone about it so i went to his friend but there was no help so i gave it up on him, month later i met on the internet a spell caster i never believed on this but i needed my man back so i gave the spell caster my problem at first i never trusted him so i was just doing it for doing sake but after three days my husband called me telling me that he is coming home i still do not believe but as at the sixth day the father to my kid came to the house asking me to forgive him, the spell work from that day i was happy with my family thanks to priest atariajanaku of (igbalode). priest atariajanaku is a great man you need to try him you can as well tell him your problem so that he can be of help to you his content email is this “priestatariajanaku@gmail.com” indeed you are a priest thank you for making my home a happy home again. Remember his email is priestatariajanaku@gmail.com

  13. Tracy says

    I will admit I am somoene who googled “i hate my husband”…why? Because since the day we met he has done nothing but lie to me.
    As much as I can appreciate the biblical ideals on marriage, however, in the world as it exists today the idea of a woman “submitting” to her husband as the “head of the household” and living “under his domain” is archaic.
    Please do not mistake my opinion for “male bashing”, but over the last 40 years men do not rise the occasion of being the “head of the household”. Since women were thrust into the workplace and in many cases out earn their husbands, I can see how the resentment grows. Rather than “stepping” up and taking measures to better his earning potential to be the “head of household” men today let their wives pick up the slack. They no longer feel the need to take a second job on a part time basis to get through the rough patches or sacrifice their time in front of the TV to take night classes to further their education to earn a promotion. They do not want to take on the added “stress” that being “head of household” in that sense requires. The behaviors I see in some men today does not show me that they have the ambition to be the leader of the household. Over the course of our marriage i have received my MBA and promotions. My husband still earns what he did when we first met and has no ambition to better himself. He likes to enjoy the ammenities my success has brought us, even likes to brag about them to his friends as if he had a part in making it happen. Is that the sign of a leader? No its sad….he is at times a drain on our family and so the resentment grows and grows…..he clearly cannot teach our son to be a leader in that sense.

    • says

      I’m so sorry to hear this. I pray that God does a mighty work in your husband’s heart, life, mind, and soul. Please contact your pastor and get some counseling with him as well.

  14. Amy says

    I will be married for 12 years in May. I have 4 wonderful kids and a husband that I HATE daily. I have tried to talk to him about how I feel about the way he treats me and our kids ( they are all his kids). I feel that he treats our kids as if they are his step-kids and only an annoyance to him. I feel that the only time he considers me as a wife is when he is hungry, needs clean clothes, or is in “the mood”. I have resinistment towards him, and refuse to do much of anything for him. I can’t even remember the last time we kissed, in passing or really kissed. We started off rocky in the begining of our marrage and now that everything is settled down, it like we both can’t stand each other. I don’t know if I’m just scared to leave or if deep down I do love him and stop myself from leaving, but I need help either way.

  15. Cher says

    My husband is narcissistic, loud, aggressive, pothead, alcoholic, knows everything, always right, I’m always wrong, flirts with other women, angry, not home much, lies constantly, yells, swears , everything’s my fault, . Needs constant praise, from anyone and everyone, . I can’t take it. married for 25 miserable years!

    • Anonymous says

      Pack your bags and separate now. This man needs consequences to his actions. It is the loving thing to do. Some people will never see that they need to change unless they face the fire. Go to a safe supporting place. You have contributed to the problem by staying to long. Pray for his eyes to be opened but go, go now. Don’t get back together for at least a year and even then have set boundaries with consequences clearly communicated.

      • Anonymous says

        I have the same situation for 30 yrs I was taken out of my house do to lies from him & his expensive attorney & I returned back to him & my children forgave him & now it’s a million times worse!! I prayed to God for him to help my husband see mour family as a precious gift to him we have so much health & he has spent all of our money his needs & his attorney!! I can’t put myself & my children threw this process of divorse again! He has called me the devil & I am so far from that it scares me! I am so hurt & so abandoned by him he has taken away everything from me!! I lost my job of 29 years cause ofo him he told my boss I was crazy & was going to report insurance fraud in his business! I got fired this was so far from the truth! I don’t know what to do I pray every minute I could I have 2 jobs & work very hard & now he wants my money & I don’t get anything from him which I have inheritance from my father which he took over & doesn’t provide me or our children with anything other than our home he remortgaged twice now we owe again. He has taken money out of his annuity & has hiden from me! I love him with all my heart & have tolerated drugs, alcohol, physical abuse, mental abuse!! How much more can I wait for God to intervein in my spouse!! I don’t want to hurt my children he tells me I will get nothing not even my children Cause he has a attorney that will ruin me once again!!

  16. Jack says

    We have been married for 30 years. I have heard “I hate you” from my wife for 20 years. It was after marriage and children that secrets from her past started coming out. Abused as a child, rebellious teen coming to Christ, homosexual behavior, and then getting married, all without telling me anything. Then the anger and hate started. Blaming her father for how she treated me. There have been layers and layers slowly pealed back, like an onion. Each new layer, more anger, more blame, more inability to forgive, some healing, perhaps a light. Then another layer as a new part comes out. She refuses professional help, claiming all she needs is the church. The church says all she needs is the savior and a better more understanding husband. The church is ignorant on how to help and says we just need to pray more. They haven’t been slugged in front of their children, woken up with a fist in the stomach, and beaten down everyday. They haven’t been in the emergency room with a concussion getting a line of staples put in to hold the scalp on. It has been hard on our children, growing up with hate. Instead of memories of a secure home, they have hate and anger, lies and blame, and going to church with Mom after seeing her nearly kill Dad; while Dad stayed home to hide the bruises and wash off the blood. If I do not go to church, I am asked why my attendance is so bad. If I go to church with a black eye, I am joked about with “What happened, wife set you straight again” Ha Ha Ha. The children had to hear their mother yelling about divorce and leaving, about being taken away and keeping them from Dad. One daughter has to deal with a memory of coming home from school to find blood on the door and across the kitchen floor, blood soaked bath towels in the bathroom, and Dad gone from the house. While I was getting my head stapled back together, she cleaned up the blood while Mom sat in the living room and did nothing. But the church asked me what I did to cause it. I had been attacked from behind my back, which she even admitted to, but they still asked what I did to provoke and deserve it. After all, they say, “she’s a woman, it can’t be that bad” and “you are the head of the house, so any lack of Love is your fault as the husband” and “if you just loved her more, as Christ loved he church, then this wouldn’t happen.” There is no help from church or community. One time I did call the police for help and an ambulance. In place of help, they automatically asked me to leave the house, even though I was the one with a black eye and bloodied face. She had no mark at all, and I was told to leave or face arrest. Obviously the male deserves it. Only woman are abused. Abusers are always, and only, men. Then there are the pretend apologies, the forgiveness, the repeat, the new layer of story, the new reaction of hate and abuse. I am not a professional therapist. I am completely worn down. Christians are supposed to help bear one another’s burdens; until there really is someone that asks for help. Then everyone drifts off. Then there are only accusers, saying I somehow must have deserved it. I used to even believe them. And there is not one that says to her, that maybe she needs to change something, that maybe, despite the past, she is responsible for what she does now, without excuse. No, it is easier to pretend to not see it. I don’t need another lecture on how to live with it, and if I were just a better Christian. I need help. You don’t tell a drowning person, “well if you would just swim better.” But that is the Christian church. But I guess when there is a bullet in my chest, someone will pray for God to forgive whatever I did to deserve it, if I am even around after that. But she isn’t to blame, not in the church’s eye, she had it hard growing up so it is understandable; and besides, everyone knows it is never the woman that is at fault.

    • cimi says

      Jack. Hi . So sorry the church family failed you. I would be headed to another if I were you. No two churches are alike. We do have to keep in mind that people are people whether christian or not. Don’t take it personally and move on. I’m so sorry for what you’ve been through.

  17. Billy Monday says

    Sir,
    Greetings in the name of the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
    I have been married for over 8years without an Issue(fruit of the womb) but for over 4years now my wife have been constantly leaving the marriage over lack of child (three to Four times now) and each time she does that I will be the one begging with tears for her (my wife) to come back, several time her father (my father-in-law) do intervene to bring reconciliation to the marriage and still she continue repeating the same thing over and over again without anyone knowing where she use to go or stay. There are times when she live I will be praying at night using her picture before she will finally agreed to come back home. And what have been her reasons? That she is no more interested in the marriage and that the love for me is no more in her heart (in short that the love is death long time ago). That a marriage where she is not contributing anything and in all these I will find a way of convincing her to come back-most time for the moment.
    Recently, to be precise on Thursday 5th February, 2015 she travelled to the village for a wedding and agreed to come back home on Saturday 7th February, 2015 but she never did, I called her on phone to find out the problem her response was she is not coming back again, I thought she was just saying it as her things are in the house not knowing to me she has packed the valuable ones. On Monday 9th February, 2015 I called her, this time she affirmed that she is no more coming back, I asked for the reason she said the marriage no longer interest her as I tried to convince her as before she quickly cut me and said “she doesn’t love me again” and I said okay when are you coming to pack your properties because at this point I lack what to say. As of now, she is still out there no one know where to find her.
    I know my only solution now is God as all options to reconcile in the past has failed. I will be very glad to know God opinion on this issue.
    I look forward to your favourable response.

    Yours in Christ,
    Monday, Billy Nuhu

    • Anonymous says

      You need to let her go and build your life back up in Christ. She will not respect you if you don’t do this. If she comes back, you need to set up clear boundaries and consequences for crossing them. Stop being a peon; begging for your wife to love you. That will just make you more and more unattractive to her. Rise up to be a strong man of faith. Stop contributing to the problem by catering to her poor choices. Love her by letting her go now!

  18. cimi says

    I didn’t all of this. NO need. I don’t think I’ve ever been in love with my husband. We met as young teens. got pregnant shortly after. Been a struggle ever since. I hate everything about him and the feeling gets stronger the more I get to know him. And yes. I can point out some things about him that are good. But most are not. So, staying married at this point is a mute point. I’m 51, finally grown up and realizing what a tragic mistake I made.

  19. cimi says

    I have a question. My husband has a really bad breath problem. And by really bad, I mean, i can’t stand sitting by him in church so I quit going. How bad is this? I and one of his closest friends have told him about it , and he used lysterine after his friend told him about how bad his breath was, but he didn’t keep it up for long. Ok. go. comments please?

    • Anonymous says

      Get as many people as you can to tell him. Pray for him to let God show him the truth. If he is a Christian, the holy spirit lives in him, so he needs to get this problem, medical or not, fixed. It does not represent his Savior well.

  20. Anonymous says

    I got so much hope after reading your suggestions! But pls help me how to cope up with the high amount of stress ! My husband after three and half years of marriage is still the same ! Unloving , careless, irresponsible, very controlling, selfish, rude …husband ! From day I tried my best to be a good loving wife! I cannot visit my family, I cannot go anywhere , I cannot take any decision , I cannot have any friends or relatives ! If I ask for something he shuts down for days and months ! I should not ask any small thing for my happiness! I have to wait for his permission which never happens ! If my mother or any relative visits us, he gets rude and angry almost every time! I pray to god daily to give me strength ! But am breaking down ! He simply cuts off all
    connection with me ! No emotional, or physical relation all those days with me if i make repeated pleading then if he talks for a day ! Again he finds some fault and does not talk for months ! We dont have any children because there is no intimacy at all. I am 36 years ! Time is just passing by with no relationship! I don’t want to break up with my husband! Pls advise me

    • Anonymous says

      This is serious abuse. Your husband has mental issues and might really hurt you. You need to leave and make a new life for yourself in a safe place. Do not seek another relationship though. Make God your priority.

      Pastor’s Wife

  21. Bonnie G says

    I have been married for 14 year; I was 18 years old and so very much in love. I was a sweet, naive wife, who adored my husband. He cheated, many times. Had drug addictions, and of course all the lies, financial issues, stress, etc. that comes with that. He introduced me to things that were not right. I even joined into the dysfunctional way of life, to understand him and be on his level. I felt as we were Bonnie and Clyde. We have a daughter early in our marriage. I feel horrible for the life she has to live as a young child. We eventually grew out of that life style. We had ups and downs over the years and I grew into an aggressive, bitter, resentful wife with a poisoned tongue. He tries to make up for his years of hurt, but I am just unhappy and mean. We gone to church and even tried counseling. Years later He became secret friends to a younger woman and cheated, I wanted to leave, but we got pregnant. It was unplanned and 10 years apart from our first. We previously tried to get pregnant but were told by a couple doctors, our chances were very slim, so I consider our pregnancy a sign from God to stay together. We were really great during pregnancy, but after, I still felt the same way… resentment, bitter, angry, everything he does is not right in my eyes. When I’m annoyed, I hate him! I feel as we have just grown apart. He is very attractive, but I have no interest in having sex. I love him, but I am not in love with him, like if we are brother and sister. All our friends and family think we are a prefect couple. Little do they know I am very unhappy, and I hate the person I have become. I take responsibility for my actions but I feel like this man has ruined me and made me an ugly person. He currently adores me, shows his love and affection, and showers me with gifts etc. However, I am not sure I can truly love him, respect him or show genuine love to him ever again. I do not know what to do.

    • Anonymous says

      Start telling trusted friends and family what is really going on with you. Get a support team of Christians to talk with and pray for you. Do not continue to keep all of this inside. If this angers your husband it’s probably because he is starting to feel some sense of accountability. You need others to share your burden.

  22. says

    anyway, contemporary world is the supplementary support (toward wife) of contradiction between wife and husband, so one who follows world’s influence will never or very difficult to consider Bible’s teaching…….

  23. kathee says

    I remember lying in my room when I was in high school and writing in a journal to my future husband. I’d write all sorts of notes and questions and things I’d wonder or ask this man when I eventually met him. I would wonder where he was and what he was doing and if he was thinking about me too. It has always been such a strong desire in my heart to find a wonderful man to marry, someone who would love me and cherish me and appreciate me for the person I am. I always thought I would get married right out of college, just like my parents, so when that plan didn’t work out, I started to get discouraged. A school mate snatched my future husband away from my arms just because she had spiritual powers, all hope was lost to me before i came across the help doctor (prayerstosaverelationship@gmail.com
    ) who i confided in, i told him my long story and he helped me regain back my lover with his prayers which is now my husband today. if you have any problem email the help doctor (prayerstosaverelationship@gmail.com
    ).

  24. George says

    greetings in the name of Jesus 6 years ago my wife of 15 years was caught in a secret adulterous sex affair behind my back with her sister’s ex boyfriend out of nowhere supposedly visiting her nephew and niece he had custody of. we had been together since she was 17 and a half years old and I was barely 21 she had a previous baby buy a teenage boyfriend that didn’t work out and we were together almost two years before we started our own family together ultimately having five children total. her family from the very beginning was nothing but trouble I found out she came from a very abusive home life single motherhood drugs alcohol abuse and all kinds of things that I was never exposed to. we had our ups and downs but we pretty much for a very happy for a long time just being together. we kind of grew up together and work hard we learned how life was and her children were beautiful and I worked hard went back to school got a great job there really wasn’t any financial issues and I spoiled her rotten with gifts vacations trips birthdays Christmases but in our children were the main point of our lives we shared together. I never thought one weekend in 2008 would completely destroy my life and I never understood why or what she did that for against me I was completely devastated. since then it’s been living hell, when her adultery came out we had about some prescription overdose, attempt suicide she’s been taken to jail for domestic battery on me and the teenage children now she claims she’s hated me her whole life she claims I didn’t pay enough attention to her which I cannot say is true because I did nothing but pay attention to her and it seems of this she is only mad because she got caught not really sorry or remorseful at all about everything but she did eventually apologize once we return to church. century return to church everyone including the pastors all see how much she hates me it’s clear that unforgiveness and attacking me as a person cutting me down and everything is not of the Bible and yet she continues to be this way knowing the truth of God’s Word. we have tried numerous counselling sessions and dozens of friends have tried to mentor her and letting go along with me as well because I had to forgive her and let go to move on for both of us when she pretty much acted like the last 6 years have been nothing more than an annoyance to her living with her own family and it has almost destroyed our teenage children and whatever threads of relationship was left between us because all she does is seek conflict. I never saw this coming she was always so quiet sweet and happy to be on her own and away from her disastrous family in laws that has done nothing but fax us since the day we met each other and I don’t understand why she knows the truth of the Bible and marriage principles yet she defies everything and loves Jesus but has twisted the gospel her way which is not Jesus. even the pastors have grown frustrated with her and have decided to hand it over to God completely in prayer because she wants to be saved but she doesn’t want to change and I don’t want to judge her either. but in return all she does is tell me off cut me down insult me blame accuse and fight with me every single time I try and visit my kids after I was able to get my own separate place to live because it was too much tension in the home. I guess I kind of already know my answer and that is to let her go if I really love her which I’ve done and handed over to God to as well myself because nothing I do on my own seems to work she doesn’t listen to pastors councilors police probation court nobody it’s almost as if she’s proud to be a man hater but I don’t even think that’s something that she really is as well so I’m confused. after a year at church I don’t think the marriage is reconcilable at this point but I still pray for her and hope that she does change back to the person I once knew yet I still struggle why she went out one summer weekend and did the unthinkable with someone she doesn’t even like yet she treated him and everyone else she meets with nice and caringfriendly person but the second I walk through the door anger comes out of her face as the father of her children and her husband she treats perfect strangers better than me. I was hoping maybe somebody had been through a similar situation and through Jesus it was all fixed in the long run but at this point I think that I am just better off being separated to escape all the domestic violence hate and unforgiveness she shows towards me and I’m the one that was cheated on and she completely lied about the whole thing for about 6 years only recently coming clean with what really happened only because church people confronted her at first she was sexually assaulted then she was hindered on prescription pills and didn’t know what was happening then it changed her I did it on purpose because I hate you. so I’m just left with the pieces of my life to pick up and try and figure it out but it just pains me to think I spent almost 20 years with this person five kids later with no sign of trouble anywhere before it happened thinking I did all the right things as a husband and a father providing for my family only to discover possibly that my wife had been faking it for almost 15 years but secretly behind my back wishing to be just like her trashy family so I truly don’t know what to think anymore. like the Bible says you cannot say that you love your brother and sister and God why you hate your brother and sister at the same time and refusing to forgive someone so you may be forgiven is just as bad.

  25. Yadgyu says

    Women hate their husbands because they don’t know how to satisfy them. That is the real problem with most marriages. Women do not know how to be good wives. They only know what they see on TV or read in a novel.

    Sorry, but men need to start leaving these women. There is no need for a man to let a woman nag him to death. These women are usually hopeless. Once they get divorced, they stay single and bitter for the rest of their lives. They don’t learn from their mistakes because they truly believe that they did nothing wrong.

    Men, please step up and leave these women! I did and I feel so much better. These women are a disease that needs to be eradicated. All of the love and prayer in the world will not work for them. Just did yourselves of them and get somebody better.

    I don’t care how long you have been together or how many kids you have. If your wife hates you, forget her. She isn’t worth the trouble of effort any longer. Part ways with her and do not look back. Don’t let her emotions make you weak and trap you. They are just a tool to manipulate you. Once the tears stop and the realization that you are leaving her sinks in, she will go crazy. But don’t let that make you stay. Run far and long. That is the only way.

      • Yadgyu says

        Yes you do.

        Men, please do not let guilt or fear or a commitment trap you. You cannot be held responsible for the bad actions of your wife. You make a promise to stay through the hard times. Being hated by your wife is not a hard time. That is a reason to run away!

        You have to realize that some women are truly evil. As a Christian, you work to live a Christ-centered life. That means avoiding people that will pull you further into sin. Wicked women, even one that you are married to, will draw you further away from God.

        Please start being true men and use your gifts. Use your intellect and strength to free you from women that want you to suffer. You were never intended to be a fool or to suffer. You are better than that.

        It is sad that I have to say these things, but other people will just tell you to “stick in there. It will get better.” They do not know your own pain, suffering, frustration, anger, confusion, and disappointment. They will lie just to guilt you into staying in a bad situation. The truth is that you can be free and happy and healthy and loved. Yes, you can be loved instead of loathed!

  26. Lynn Wesley says

    My husband does not like to do the things I like to do. One of my passions is traveling. I planned a trip in March 2015. He wasn’t really happy about that but I was excited about going. However, due to the lack of funds, I had to cancel the trip. I was very depressed. On the other hand, my husband was so happy that I cancelled the trip that he wanted to make love to me!!! I was so angry at the gesture because I LOVE to travel and he doesn’t. I cried all day. I pretty much lost any interest in my husband.

  27. says

    Marriage is one issue among many others in life. The one reason for all these problems is we lean on our own understanding and do not acknowledge our Creator God in all our ways. God truly loves us and designs a divine and good plan for each for us. We cannot choose our way and expect God to bless it. By choosing not to follow Him & His ways, we have chosen to subject our lives to God’s enemy, satan who steals, destroys and kills God’s beloved creations.

    In this world, there is simply nothing that truly and permanently satisfies our God-shaped heart other than our Maker Himself. NEVER look to husbands (or anyone for that matter) to love us and bring us true happiness, it’s a guaranteed way to end up hating them for not meeting our needs. The truth is this: no human is designed or made able to give us fulfillment or happiness in life. Only One – Our heavenly Husband Jesus is able.

    Our Creator God knows us before we were even born and has always loved us with His everlasting love that every human being craves for. Go for Him, let your happiness be revolved around Him and seek Him only – through His word. He will NEVER fail you. And even if today we have already messed up, God sure can and is willing to make everything work together for our good.

  28. Jo says

    I hate my husband for too many reasons to mention. We have been together for 19 years and married for 14. I pray everyday for God to give me strength to be the loving wife I am supposed to be… To remove the hatred from my heart. I have forgiveness issues and pray that I can forgive. I am lonely, heartbroken, bitter, jealous of friends in loving relationships. I have pleaded with him to go to counseling but he will not. Please pray for me. Please pray for my husband for he is not saved. Please pray for my children, they are why I want to leave I do not want my marriage to ruin their lives.

  29. Anonymous says

    Really interesting reading all the posts. I’m at a loss as to what direction I should take with my marriage. I have been married 12 years, been with him 13. He was my first boyfriend and we got married after a year. Three kids later, he wants out of the marriage. Says he doesn’t love me anymore and wouldn’t stay in an unhappy marriage while loving someone else outside. Ive seen everything from his stash of condoms which he doesn’t hide in the house to email chats between him and various women. He also speaks to these women at odd hours in our home to my hearing. I guess as I type this even I know that as I pray I need to give him the separation he wants not only to heal from the harsh words and a lot of actions (which I wouldn’t even get started on) but I should build back my self esteem. We still live together and he hasn’t spoken to me in almost six months other than to discuss a bill that needs to be paid or complain about something. The communication is completely broken. I know God can do the impossible, but even in my confused state I know I can’t continue in the marriage in the same terms as before. Everything was fairly okay when I did what he wanted but the one time I stood my ground on what I want all hell breaks loose massively. I never thought I would be divorced, I’m pretty tough and this has broken me in so many ways. I really want to move on one way or another but confused. He is moving out at the end of the month. I told him I would be moving to a smaller place and he asked me not to, saying he wants stability for the kids for the time being but when the divorce is official I can then go wherever I want. Mind you he doesn’t intend to contribute a dime while he is gone. I presume he will be back at some point to collect his things. But until then he expects me to stay put and keep the wheels turning. He made it explicitly clear that we can no longer be and asked me to move on, even giving me advise for my next relationship. My husband is an extremely difficult and complex person and a part of me wonders if this is something I should ride out. Stay, continue to remain faithful and pray. Or maybe it’s time to move on. All so confusing.

    • Anonymous says

      To add to this, I did suggest counselling and he laughed and asked if I really expect a counsellor can teach him or make him love me. He says his resentment has grown into hatred and sadly I hear him talk of moving on with his friends. He’s said so many untrue things about me to family and friends, I think he expected his family and mine to support what he plans to do. But seeing that their not he blamed me for bringing third parties into our marriage and another reason for the breakup, advising me to avoid this in my next relationship. He leaves home at will and without a word for weekends and vacations and splurges or all sorts of expensive stuff for himself. Thankfully I work and can take care of myself and kids, but I don’t want the fact that I am comfortable on my own and will have more peace aside all the drama when he is gone to stop me from praying and believing for my marriage if there is hope.

    • George says

      I felt an urge to respond to all these posts. I am the guy that was cheated on with a beautiful wife of 15 years, 5 lovely children, and I had no clue of anything whatsoever. I always worked hard, tried to provide the best I could for my family, loved my wife to pieces, and when I found out she had went and had a sex affair “out of nowhere” behind my back in 2008 with her sister’s ex-boyfriend, I was completely devastated. I spent years re-playing the events over and over, the why’s, the what for’s, and really for over 6 years I was tormented with the fact, that apparently my wife never loved me as much as I loved her in the final end, and her upbringing, her prescription abuses, and her unhappiness and depressions in life that I never knew about, I guess you could say skewed her judgement, but really people know what they are doing, we are not that stupid, and it completely destroyed my marriage, my children, and my family.

      The main reason was because when I confronted her, she lied about everything for 6 years, watered down the truth, facts, events, and even toward the beginnings of our separation, she barely let out bits and pieces to truth, but then boldly stated what she did tell me was all lies too, and I think her excuse of “being out of her mind” was true, but a lame one at best, especially when she says it was on purpose, she knew what she was doing, she could have walked away, but didn’t.

      The bottom line is that what I have learned is that when a husband or a wife is caught using porn, they are substituting their emotions for their spouse; it is very damaging to fantasize about porn thinking it makes your love life better. When you catch them lying, they likely are, but they are not going to admit it. When you find things that don’t match your home, texts, emails, hair pieces, jewelry, or whatever – don’t doubt yourself and give so much credit to your spouse, because they are again, likely going to lie about what is foreign in your home – if it doesn’t make sense, it probably shouldn’t be there. And like I learned the hard way, people really don’t have any rhyme or reason why, they are just humans looking for selfish pleasure, and it doesn’t matter how many kids you have, how many years you have been married, like me, I never thought it would happen, and it did anyways. Love is key to a marriage being successful, if your spouse does not respect you, love you, submit to your marriage faithfully, or just looks at you in a light other than the Love of his life, you are at risk for heartache.

      The bottom line is that you cannot build a time machine and go back to fix it all. Once you are cheated on, it is a very heavy toll to repair. First, Jesus is bigger than all of this. Never doubt the power of prayer. Ask God to increase your faith to save your marriage and your spouse. Ask God for wisdom, grace, and forgiveness, and the hardest one of all – forgive your cheating spouse, not for their sake, but so you can be set free. DO NOT dwell on all the dirty details, it will consume you and destroy your mind with what you cannot change anyways. Anyone who takes off, works till 2am, never comes home for days, lies about their whereabouts with children at home, hides their emails, texts, locks on their phones, and any or all kids of bizarre activity away from home is not the right picture; STOP doubting what you know in your heart to be true. The Bible says you will know the truth when you see it, remember whatever you sow in life, you shall reap, and destruction in a home through adultery from husband or wife, is a heavy price to pay on a family. Only through Jesus can restoration and forgiveness be key to saving your marriage. “God hates divorce” as written in Malachi, and children are a gift from God. Not everyone can get past the hump of the pains of heartache, but you must forgive in order to be forgiven yourself. You cannot walk around living in the past, it already happened, you cannot go back and change it, and you cannot make the spouse re-live it because they already forgotten it the second they walked out the motel room door knowing in a guilty conscious what they did, and will only fight you over the truths of things, because they are broken. When your spouse treats you like crap, they are actually lashing out on you, for the pains they carry in their heart. YOU CANNOT force anyone to change, you cannot make them cooperate, and you cannot make them repent, they have to want to change their life, learn to really love, and be a spouse for their family. There is HOPE in Jesus, not divorce. A person may separate for a while, but the Bible says, they must return to their spouse, as adultery is a violent stain on a man’s life, like a red garment, for all to see basically and vise versa; public scorn is worse than anything, and if enough time goes by, you won’t have to worry about you confronting them, other people will – focusing on fixing you and protecting and rasiing your children. God has an interesting way of dragging people into obedience for those who have been faithful in prayer and faith, against the trespasses in their lives.

      In this world you are not going to escape heartache. Jesus said if they hated me, they are going to hate you! Also, Jesus said Offenses will come, it is impossible for them not to. So in life, although nobody wants to live or endure a sex affair in their marriage, which defiles the home, the family, and the intimacy in the bedroom that God created, you can overcome. The Bible says No man can divide what God brings together, the marriage is His perfect union. So with your faith, you can be healed.

      A divorce paper stops nothing, but its man’s law that frees people from legal responsibility. It will not fix your marriage. You can hold up the paper and say it says this or that, but it stops nothing. Its not God’s law written in the Bible, which is eternal and will live forever, as His words will not pass away, but Heaven and Earth will.

      You can try counseling, you can go talk to a Pastor if they will cooperate (if they don’t go, obvious that’s a red flag) and you can take steps to try and address the pains and restore the marriage, but the other person has to want the same result. Until then, the power of prayer is your only key, because only Jesus can fix a hopeless situation, repair your heart, and bring peace to your life, not man or any law or anything.

      I am speaking to you from years of suffering, and I sit here now telling you, I may have gotten a few truths among all the fighting, and I may have gotten a few tears from my spouse, but I never got anything that was a positive progression toward healing the marriage, until I took it to Jesus and laid it at his feet and let him be the Master Counselor. Jesus can heal you, and it it is meant to be, heal your spouse and all their shortcomings too, including drugs, alcohol, and violence among sex affairs – that is the Devils main strategy is to ruin families, and divide perfect Love. Love conquers all, try loving them back, as hard as it can be, and see what happens when you forgive them so you can hold your chin up and move-on in life, and leave them to God to deal with. The Bible says, Vengeance is mine, sayeth the Lord…I will repay those who hurt you. So don’t dwell on your spouse or revenge on their lover…give it to God, so you may have peace. Its your personal mental health, your life, your heart, and your spirit that is being vexed by all this, so don’t let sin win and take a stronghold in your life, fight sin with Jesus.

  30. anonymous says

    I am the 2nd wife. I have been married for about a year and a half. My husband kicked me and my daughter out after 1 week of marriage. We were separated for about a year with little contact. I have prayed so hard for my husband to seek the lord, for him to resist temptation amd to love me like he is called to do. My husband has since began listening to his bible app and I have tried to respect my husband and prayed for God to help me. We have been living together again for about 4 months but I have found numerous hidden pornographic photos that my husband has no idea that i know about. We very rarely are sexually intimate. He is irrationally jealous of other men who pass by. I have never cheated on him and try to show him that i love him. He says things that hirt my feelings and make me insecure about our relationship. He jokes about leaving and threatens to leave when we argue. I’ve told him it hurts my feelings but he said he doesn’t care and it’s not a big deal. Whe it is and it matters to me. I dont feel loved. I feel used. I resent him for kicking me and mt daughter out. I resent him for sleeping with other women while we were separated. I googled i hate my marriage. At the moment i would be alone than be married. I’m mad at myself that i let him back in. He twists scripture around to try to condemn me. I know that he is supposed to be the leader of the house hold and should be respected but i hate being mistreated. I hate that my daughter see’s him separate himself. He resists becoming 1 flesh. We dated on and off for 3 years and during those 3 years i know that he slept with his ex wife who cheated on him and thendivorced him he didn’t want the divorce. From my knowledge and experience with her she is unfaithful disrespectful and selfish. Being married to him is how i imagined him being matried to her, only I’m in his position now. I can’t he but think that maybe the right thing to happen would be for him to divorce me and re marry her after all she was the 1st wife. I just hate my marriage so much. I’m mad at myself that i took him back. I’m mad at myself for praying for him. I’m mad at myself that i didn’t file for divorce myself

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